These few days

... hmmm don't know is jet lack or pressure ... this few days also cannot sleep well ... will automatic wake up at time like 2am, 4am then cannot fall asleep already ... hmmm too muchh thinking, too much problem, too much worries maybe ... hahha no different ... worry also on sales target, on job, on monetary, on future ... hmmm see different thing ... like why people can spend so well ... should I join in that industry ? shouldn't wait old only get out ? another question is can eat till old ?? hmmm thinking .... one of my office new staff very young and very funny, hahha always say something and do something that are funny, maybe she still young hahha ... is a nice and sweet girl .... hmmm at the same time also planning on monetary matters like loan, loan and loan hhahahh so many debt jialat, then planning on spending ... hmmm ..... hopefully tonight can sleep well .. now time is 4.45am ... alone at room .... facing the laptop and listen to radio .... outside got chicken "sound" :P